So much fear before having my angel.

I am going in for my C-section on Sunday morning. I had my final check up this morning (Friday).

My precious little angel is growing perfectly, weighing perfectly, giving me so many kicks and movements and her heart beat is at 155bpm, but I cried all the way home after seeing my OB as I am so scared about her safety on Sunday morning.

This time last year I miscarried at 8 weeks, so that fear of losing a baby is still there but today that feeling is so strong 😔😔😔 I just want to hold her in my arms, hear her cry and watch her grow. But this fear has now overtaken my excitement.....