kinda just wanna give up

Im dealing with so much stress, my parents arent together so i basically live back and forth with them, ive struggled with depression, my best friend Wants nothing to do with me since around April, i have friends but there not super Close friends so i feel like if i tell them shit, there gunna think im just trying to get attention, my boyfriend is ALWAYS fighting with me, i tell him i need him to talk to someone and he just says ok stop feelin that way, he never actually tries to help which stresses me out more. I have a lot of issues and i know thag but seems like he just makes me feel even worse but when were together in person, hes amazing, its just him when he texts me. I legit feel like i have no one, my dads judgmental and my mom gets mad at me easily, i dont know what to do anymore, the other night i thought about ending it all....ive already been in the hospital for not only my depression but also PTSD and anxiety, i dont know what to do anymore😔