The struggle

This afternoon I was lying in bed with a hot water bottle pressed to my stomach because I had cramps. We had some visitors and I didn't feel like going out of my room because I felt gross and ugly in what I was wearing. I felt like crying. Then I decided, f it. Imma change into some nice clothes and make my hair nicer and accept what I see in the mirror. So I did and I ended up feeling like the sexiest person alive. But honestly, I go from tears to smiles to wanting to slap someone in the face, to wanting cuddles, to wanting to be alone, to energetic, to super tired, all in the space of 10 minutes when I'm on my period!!! The struggle is real!