forever alone?

Is it bad that I've been a hoe nearly my whole sexual life? Like I've been having sex for nearly 7 years, and I've only ever been in one long term relationship that lasted only one year (hahaha) and don't even get me started on how many people I've slept with cause idk. (I'm clean I always ALWAYS use protection) I (kinda) prostitued myself for a littke bit when I was desperate for money. I've stopped all that now and I've decided to abstain be celibate whatever for a little bit while I sort my shit out. But I just think I won't ever be able to find like my one true love and it's kinda making me sad 😔