Positive

I think I've gotten to the point where I'll never see a positive test again.. I got one and lost my baby and now it seems like it won't happen ever again. I've said this before but I'm serious now I think I'm just gonna be done trying can't taking seeing a negitive every month I'm not buying ovulation tests anymore or tracking anything.. . But yet my drugged up sister in law can reproduce 2 kids and get pregnant again... Friken ridiculous..