Who ever got something negative to say screw you. Every since i had my child my relationship has gone to hell. I keep trying to fix it its not working. He never wants to be home and the only reason i keep our child was because he wanted a baby. When i first got pregnant I wanted to abort because i never wanted kids. I loved my freedom and the life i lived i knew that would change (I'm selfish). But because i loved him and we had a great relationship and im almost 30 i knew my child would be brought in a world of nothing but love. I still love him but we far from where we were and I'm starting to not want to be with him anymore. I'm thinking about taking our little one and just going about life because he is the best part of this and deserve more than the half ass attention we both get from his dad. I have tried talking to him no dice he just want to go out and get drunk on his nights off then be hung over on Sunday's. Im tired of it. I feel like a single parent so I might as well be a single parent. I never wanted to bring a child into drama and anger. FYI I was on birth control but ended up on some meds that i couldn't take birth control with.