I don't want my friends to have sex

I'm 22. Since I was a teenager I've desperately tried to control my friends' sexuality and relationship with the opposite sex. Nothing gets on my nerves more than knowing my friends are sexually active. Why am I like this? I realise its not normal but I was hoping to get over it growing up.
I didn't. I've been sexually active since  16. The worst is thinking they give bjs and maybe do kinky stuff. I DONT WANT THEM TO!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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