advice?

Candie
Hey girls, I've only been on <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> for a shortish period of time. But I was wondering if I could get some advice or whether anyone else is in the same boat?
I've been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years, and I love him, he's attractive, funny, hardworking, kind. He's amazing. But in the past year or so, I've fallen into a deep depression, I have really awful anxiety too. He's really great though, takes care of me and continues to go to uni, right now he's taken a year off to work in industry.
It's just well, I never want to have sex. And it's hard because I love him and I want to please him, just with my illness and the medication I take, I'm just never in the mood for it? I feel very uncomfortable and scared. But when we first dated I was happy to have sex, I took his virginity, like we were really great friends before we dated. I'm completely comfortable around him, but why do I feel like I don't want to have sex?
I know I have an illness, but I still want to please my man. I just don't know what to do 😔