So I'm in love. My boyfriend and I of eight months are kinda good. We argue and I have an attitude and I get mad and I say things I shouldn't and he always gets hurt and so do I because he gets hurt too but today I felt like I was losing him. I know he has the right to walk out because of the way I treat him and when I ask him about it he forgives me and says he'll always love me and reassures me that he'll never leave. But id get sick and tired of me too and I try to change and be the best but I can't and he's changed and done so much for me. You just don't understand how much he means to me and how I'd die if I lost him. Please help me. Every time I looked at him my heart sank deeper and heavier. I missed him but I was with him. Im just upset.