I'm scared 😫

Abigail
I'm 40+4 and I've now had a bad stomach for 16 hours and I mean literally it hasn't stopped (sorry) I almost collapsed last night from exhaustion and the pain, my baby is back to back so the back pain I get is unreal also. I can't eat sleep or function. They won't induce me till the 30th and my hospital pretty much refuses to have anything to do with you unless your in active labour (I've made many phone calls) everytime I think I'm in labour Coz I'm in unbearable pain I get told "you've pulled a muscle, he's on a nerve, change position etc" that it's got to the point where I'm scared I won't know I'm in labour or I'll be to scared to call them to ask. Everyone says to just go in but you have to be buzzed in and they will turn you away and  I have no family and my partner works long hours so I'm alone. I'm so scared 😞 if anyone has had a similar experience or just any words please comment 😰