Before I started this TTC journey I would of never imagined how hard it could be..... It seemed like it was just something that would happen. I'm not sure if there is anything worse than the feeling of longing for a baby and the thought of it neve happening. Like am I worthless as a woman? Why does it seem like everyone else has no problems they don't even "try" and here Iam doing everything I can and still nothing, I know I'm not alone even tho it feels like that, and I can play off the tough card like it doesn't bother me but it fucking does! Found out my sister is pregnant again today.... All I could do was cry, couldn't feel one ounce of happiness, TTC has never made me feel more envious and jealous of something in my life.. I truly hope we all get what we wish for xxx