Might sound selfish ... But I feel fat and horrible feel that I've gained so much weight on top this is my 3rd pregnacy my husband keeps telling me I'm more beautiful and glowing and look sexy but I don't feel that way .... I wana be able to hold my baby already and be able to slee on my belly and stop being in pain .... Spine is killing me don't think Ima get the epidural this time they messed me up with my other two deliveries ... October needs to hurry up I'm getting so emotional right now ... My pregancy has been a beautiful journey but think it's that time to pop this baby out lol not really but you know what I mean