Obese c section scared

Brittney
So I am 425lbs(please don't judge) pre pregnancy weight was 380 I'm 38 weeks pregnant have a scheduled c section on the 29th next money and I'm super scared this is the biggest I ever been in my life this pregnancy was good I have high blood pressure but my blood pressure was great this whole pregnancy no diabetes pass all my test blood test......baby is doing great I'm just so scared the day is getting closer and my anxiety is thru the roof I can't sleep at all my mind is always on go....... I keep thinking imma die during this c section cause of my weight cause of the fat they gotta cut thru what if something goes wrong I have a 6yr old I had her c section but I wasn't as scared as I am now I'M FREAKING OUT lord I'm writing this to ease my mind alil ANYBODY OVER WEIGHT AND HAVE A SUCCESSFUL C SECTION I'm just so scared I need good vibes I need hope and faith that all will go great!!