plus size & fed up!

literally so blimmin' depressed right now, im 5'5 & started at 175 lbs roughly, now im 25 weeks & 187lbs, I just feel so fat & so useless & am super down about everything im not even enjoying this pregnancy as much as I would of hoped, I hate my SO seeing me naked & I hate going anywhere because my clothes are all so snug & i just feel like i embarass my SO as i probably look horrible. this is just a rant & im sorry! needed it out!