I just found out the other day that my 19 year old brother in law and his wife of three months are pregnant. They only tried 2 times! Meanwhile, my husband and I have been trying for almost 2 years and have had 2 miscarriages along the way. We are having an extremely hard time with this. It's not that we aren't happy for them, it's just that we don't know why it isn't happening for us. When this kind of thing happens it puts a big magnifying glass over our pain and struggles and it's a lot to handle. I'm trying to be happy for them but I can't get past my envy and depression. Prior to them getting pregnant, she would ask me for advice on getting pregnant. Of course, I gave it to her. I just didn't realize how easy it would be for them. We are really close to them and I think they are expecting us to be excited and jump for joy, even though they know what we are going through. I just don't know what to do. I am so exhausted from the constant disappointment every month. I can't keep myself from crying behind closed doors when I remember that they are going to have a baby. I just don't feel like this is going to happen for me anymore. We have to wait until April to look into any kind of testing because the dr won't do it until it's been a year after the miscarriage. April is also when their baby is due. It didn't feel like such a long wait until now.