I went to the doctor yesterday and got to see my miracles heart beat at a healthy and strong 160 BPM, we was behind 3 days though, and I can't help but worrie. This is my first pregnancy and I'm just a crazy nevrous reck because it took us 3 years to get here and I feel and know something bad is going to happen 😔. I freak out if I don't get enough symptoms, I'm checking for blood and discharge all the time and I just want to enjoy my pregnancy. I just want this baby so bad. Please no negative comments my anxietys just out of the roof!