My name is Ashley and I'm 24. I am married to my husband for almost 6 years, we are middle school sweethearts and have been together for 12 years. I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 18, but I knew something was wrong earlier when I wasn't getting pregnant. PCOS has taken a toll on my husband and myself. It's been very tough and taken ALOT of energy out of both of us. I know I'm not ths only one out there with it, but there are days I feel so alone in this battle. Especially when I see all these pregnant women around me. And it's so sad that I get jealous when I see one. I desperately want to know that feeling of having your own child. I have like a pill-phobia and can not take them, but all the doctor's have subscribed me is Metformin which they know I won't take. It's so hard to keep having hope when it keep getting shut down. But we will keep trying to keep our heads up and hopefully there is a miracle left out there for us.