What it came to

It cd 37. Af is 15 days late. All neg tests. I ovulated the ninth. It 5 dpo and I bulk ordered tests. My fiancé has locked my tests in his gun safe until I'm 15 dpo. I don't understand y af is this late. And my doc won't see me for another 2 months cause I was on depo and I've been off it for 10 months. I was back to normal in July or 5 months after being off. Then the last two months it's been wierd. Had a Chem last month. Idk about this month. But my poasas(pee on a stick aholic syndrome) has gotten so bad he locked my tests up. He thinks it will help if I can't get to them. Oh well... I want it so bad but I guess it happens when it happens and stressing makes it worse. Fx for me and you lady's trying.