This will be my fourth child. Unplanned with first boyfriend since my divorce 2 years ago. Well it turns out he is an alcoholic and not the functioning kind. He is never here and when he is he is usually wasted and very mean to me and my daughter. (Older 2 live with father). Anyway I find myself 700 miles away from any family or friends. And I am terrified to do this all by myself. I want my momma so bad but she won't be able to get out of work to come down here.