So recently I lost my virginity, I was honestly a little bit nervous. I'm about to turn 17, but anyways, we were at his house and normally no one cares what he does, or what we do. Of course I care because I grew up with a family who wants to save my "virtue". I'm in love with him, and there are times where I love to be alone due to me being single for the longest time before I met him. It wasn't romantic as a lot of girls said theirs were. We were quite talkative though, it was more of the whole "omg you're actually in me" type of talk. It didn't feel great, but it felt good yet kind of like a hard tickle? Idk what to think of it honestly, it was like so much of it I felt good yet it barely hurt. And idk what sex is suppose to feel like? And I felt like I was going to fart or poop, but I didn't. Can anyone else relate is there a certain way I'm supposed to feel? (SORRY ITS LONG) 😐