ALL I WANT IS A HEALTHY BABY!

So this year has been horrible for me. Ruptured ectopic on 1/3, then miscarriage @ 8wks on 4/11 which I passed naturally at home (D&C was a last resort). We are going to try again after one cycle this time around also but it's so frustrating. Even more frustrating that there's no explanation. Ectopic was a freak accident.. And with the miscarriage, I was just one of the unlucky few that experience it. According to my dr I'm healthy and he sees no issues but geez, how much bad luck can a women have?! A part of me wants to ttc right now cause I know I'm ovulating but I'm making myself wait until after my cycle. Just hoping I can get pregnant right away. This is so frustrating.. Anyone else experience anything like this and go on to have a healthy pregnancy short after?