Little frustrated 🙄

Madison
So my fiancé works weird hours sometimes he will go into work at 3am and get home around 4pm or he will leave at 7am and get home at 9pm but no matter what when he gets home he takes a shower , asks what's for dinner , and then after he eats leaves a mess for me to clean and passes out. 
 I know he works a very hard job but sometimes when I try to get some kind of affection from him he just says " I'm not in the mood for kisses ". And it sucks for me because I'm alone all day and I just want some attention and someone to talk to about what's going on with me and the baby , and how I've been feeling . Sorry for the rant but I had to get that off my chest . It bums me out because I'm going to be so tired when she is here and I feel like when something is wrong he's not going to know how to do something or help me out when I'm waking up in the middle of the night to care for our baby. 
If anyone has any suggestions on what I should do please let me know .