I don't know when this started happening but I have a small bladder and growing up I always have to pee and I hated holding it in it was always a problem going on long road trips with my family. But then now don't know when or what year that when I had to go to pee badly or not as bad yet the pressure inside that I feel to pee makes me so horny and the more I hold it the more horny I get. I realized that I like it a lot and started to do it more often but not 24/7. But I'm aware of the risk and problem for doing that, but I make sure that I hold it until I get the feeling of it it relaxes me in a way. Am I the only one who does that? I feel weird, embarrassed, & gross about it.