After 9 months of pregnancy, 2 weeks of painful c section recovery (still recovering just feeling a lot better) I still don't feel myself at all due to breastfeeding, my boobs and nipples constantly hurt (more so then what my c section ever did) and babe is feeding on demand and cluster feeding so I literally have her on my boobs the entire time. I just want a glass of wine, to sleep on my stomach without a bra, any pain or leaking and be able to sleep more than 2 hours while my husband feeds her through the bottle. With all that being said I'm too nervous to pump milk incase it messes with my supply or causes bipple confusion and I def don't want to give her formula! Ladies when did you start feeling like yourself again and when did breastfeeding become a daily norm rather than a chore? I can't even go out in public right now since I'm still so new to feeding I struggle to feed her discretely .. My whole shirt has to come off!