Can I just have my baby ? :(

I just want good news and be able to have our baby. I have heart issues that are very complex and there's talk of terminating the pregnancy because we both could die. Officially seeing the cardiologist next week to get some more details. I just want this baby to be born and be healthy.

So far in the pregnancy I actually feel fine. I try not to over do it but I'm good.

Anyways just wanted to let that out, I'm tired of crying and feeling hopeless. I believe this baby is meant to be born, be alive and healthy.