Ok so I know this is going to sound bad but I need to get it off my chest. So my sister in law and I were both due within a week of one another. I have been a bit jealous of her though because she is just gorgeous, with the most perfectly perky and beautiful belly, with not a stretch mark in sight anywhere, and she just looks beautiful pregnant. Meanwhile, my belly has old stretch marks from my first pregnancy, it is not all perky due to having 3 c-sections already, and I just feel like a whale. So she had the baby last night and says it took only 4 pushes until he was out! While I am so very happy for her and my brother, I just feel so inadequate with having to have another c-section because my body does not progress in labor. I know I sound petty but I'm a bit emotional and hormonal! Trying to be in acceptance with what is and just be grateful 🙏🏽💜🙏🏽