Holy crows batman!

So I've recently have become aware of my body and my needs. And when my husband accidentally jammed in the back door (immediately stopped) and returned to normal sex it got me curious. So I fingered my bum.. Didn't really "feel good". So I tried going bigger using my toy. Uhm wow. I had the most intense orgasm of my life. How do I tell my hubby I want that without being awkward... I want to try it with him... We're normally not into stuff like that.. But like I said I got curious and went with it. Any ideas on telling him I want it?! 😂😭