All over ttc and my husband left me

Jasmine
I have been ttc for months. And thought I was finally pregnant after 2nd round of treatment. It's been tough these last couple of months but I'm still having symptoms even leaking breast. So the did a ultrasound and I have a large cyst and maybe other thing that's stopping me. Now my husband has left me don't want a baby. I'm all over the place don't know what to do. Don't know if I want the surgery. If feel like what's the point. I don't know if he still loves me or not. I don't know if I should try.