Gotta let this out..

Makayla
Im so depressed like for the past two months all ive been doing is crying because i keep getting my period and i dont want to... I can feel the cramps coming and my emotions are worse than ever. Im not necessarily ttc, nor am i trying to avoid pregnancy. But ive been having unprotected sex now for 9 months and no happy accident. Im only 18 almost 19 yeah i know thats young. Dont judge. I live with my fiance that ive been with for 4yrs and we just arent trying to be careful. But i have baby fever so bad and i have for soooo long. I dont know how to manage these feelings and theyre taking over me! Like whats happening why cant i get pregnant... Im young its been taking so long i just dont get it... 😭😭😭😭 i feel so guilty and bad about myself for it 😥