These past couple of weeks have been the hardest for me. From losing my job to getting so stress and pressure about finances. No one wakes and feel they are going to lose their job. I'm literally to the point I just want to cut off my baby shower which is in October even though I'm due December 19. The thing is some of my good friends are getting together to throw me a baby shower. Just the overall stress and worrying has got me really blue. My mom is even trying to convince me not to have it. I'm so torn I'm not sure what to do. I just being praying and applying to jobs that something will come through mainly something temporary since I am expecting. I just wish I had more support when I'm going through but the only thing my family is focus on is finances and Noone is really being considerate of my feelings. I'm suppose to happy I been given the opportunity to produce a miracle but I can't be. I hate feeling like this.