Over it all already

Everyday it's something new it's like I can't get a break , a breather. NOTHING.... My relationship is whatever some days I care and others I don't . I feel like no one is really making a effort anymore and I'm just like what ever! I'm on maternity leave not by choice and it's so freakin hard because income sucks ass at the moment and I feel like I'm not getting any help from my partner and I shouldn't have to beg especially me carrying his child . When I pictured pregnancy I had this whole idea of a happy life with my man etc but this shit sucks ass majority of the time . I just can't wait for my little man to arrive so I can get back on track with my life and give him everything!!!