I can't breath
It's been 1 month, 2 weeks, and 2 days since he broke up with me. We met at a party during the summer, and I know it sounds stupid, but from the moment we met there was a spark. We hit it off immediately; it was non-stop flirting, hanging out, and laughs. He made me feel like I was special, and that we were the only thing that mattered.Well he ended it. He told me it was because of the distance (45min), and he liked me to much not to see me everyday. "I don't want to hurt you, you don't deserve that. I don't deserve you".
We've talked a little since the breakup, we mostly just apoligize to each other. Though, there was one thing he said to me that stuck with me most. "I regret going to that party, and meeting you. I regret wanting you, because I hurt you and it kills me everyday". What does that even mean? I want him back so bad. It's gotten to the point where I cry almost every night. I feel sick to my stomach, I can't concentrate, I scream at the top of my lungs. I hate myself. And I don't know what to do.
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