I went for my first appointment on Thursday and even though I was about nine weeks the embryo was measuring eight weeks and worse it didn't have a heartbeat. They sent me to an ultrasound center to be sure, and then scheduled me for a surgical termination in a week.... Husband and I were both shocked and deeply saddened, but we are keeping busy and thinking of ways to move forward. We are lucky that now we know we can conceive, and hopefully in not too long we will heal from this and begin again. We choose to believe that our baby did not die, but is still in heaven waiting for a healthy body to live in.