I just had my first  baby 9 months ago and went through the whole postpartum thing which was awful, and I finally got through it a few months ago and I'm wondering if I'm pregnant again. If I turned out to be pregnant this time I have more experience and I will have more help. Maybe it's not a bad thing to give my child a sibling and get it all over with, especially now that I will have some more help from our family.  I thought it would be a perfect life having an only child. Maybe I'm really getting ahead of myself here. But I have nobody else to turn too right now except for my husband who is a little nervous right now. Maybe it's a negative test. I don't know!! 😒