So annoyed with everything

Rachel • I have had 5 miscarriages, we have been really trying now for about a year.
I have just been so moody today and everything kinda makes me mad. I am 5 weeks and 6 day today and I want my partner to still have fun but I am not drinking or anything. I cant. I want this baby so bad it is our rainbow baby. I wish he could understand I am not able to really control how I am feeling right now. I feel kinda broken right now.