I have not left my apartment in 4 weeks because of the severe nausea I have. I can't get up without wanting to puke. I miss the feeling of being "normal". All I feel all day is sickness no matter what medicine I take or what I eat. I just want to be happy during this pregnancy but I'm so bummed out all the time. I can't even be intimate with my SO and it kills me. I feel like we are getting distant because of it. Why does it have to be like this?