Ex wants me to get abortion if pregnant. .. all my fault...

I will never forgive myself...

My last period was July 24 through 27th.

My boyfriend and I had unprotected sex (no comdom) August 3,7,&14. He did not ejaculate, but there was lots of precum, which does contain sperm. I know, stupid of me to have unprotected sex. I was prescribed the birth control pill and he thought I was taking it, which I was, but it was making me puke and really nauseous so I put them in my room and I couldn't find them so I just didn't take them.

My period didn't come this month yet. It is usually right on track.

He broke up with me 2 weeks ago because I wouldn't drink with him. I am going to nursing school and will be kicked out if I get caught, so I got real mad at him and haven't talked to him since.

Is it even possibly to get pregnant from precum?

He told me that if I ever need to call or text him for any reason it's okay.

So I texted him and told him what was going on. And he is freaking out as I am. He is in college too. He knows I never wanted kids. And so I told him I didn't want to just kill it... And he got really mad at me and told me that I said I would if I ever got pregnant. He was yelling at me on the phone and telling me that he can't have a baby right now and that I'd have to get a rid of it. I am so scared...

I said that I don't want him in my life and he said, "Don't you dare be mad at me! You should have said no to what we were doing."

He was the one that wanted to use no condom at first and obviously I agreed.

So now he is yelling at me and saying that I should have told him to wear a condom everytime we had sex.

I just told him that I'd deal with it myself and that I don't want him in my life.

I am going to get a blood test done by myself. How soon can I schedule it..?