TTC, but it's so hard!

Amanda 🐼 • With my husband for 25 years, married 15 💍 Postpartum/Newborn RN 💉 Addison Sarah born 1/1/16 🎀 Skylar Melina born 12/2/23 🩷
Weve been TTC for a few months, but it's just so much harder than I thought it would be and now I do to feel like I'm doing enough for us to get there!! I'm a nurse and I work 5 days a week, most days 10-11 hours a day. I come home and I'm exhausted! I've fallen asleep several times when I should have been trying. And I feel guilty about it.
​Another thing is, I don't feel like I can handle having sex more than 2 days in a row. It just hurts too much, and I'm tired. Hope I don't sound whiny or anything. We have never had sex this much (which is a shame). I don't enjoy it all that much to begin with, but now I'm really trying. I have history of endometriosis and I know that is a big part of it. 
​Just hope it happens someday soon!!