Help....

Bella
I've been a lot happier since I started dating my man, we're nearing 2 faithful amazing years. But I feel my depression coming back and my anxiety has gotten quite bad. I feel the urge to smoke but I remind myself that I want kids. I've had about 4 miscarriages since I was 14 (I'm currently 18) I want to get help but I don't have the money right now.