I just found out yesterday that I am pregnant and I am totally shocked . To bad this just isn't the right time smh. I just started a great job but don't have my own apartment. I have so many mixed emotions. It's easy for people to say oh your not ready but who's really ready when they have their first child? I'm torn with the decision . I'm not to fond of the idea of getting abortions. I will have to like with the fact I killed my first child.