I think I finally believe it

Mandi • I`m 28 & married to the love of my life. Currently pregnant w/ my 🌈👶🏻. Angel baby 10/16/16 👼🏻 WE ARE HAVING A BOY! 1/1/18 💙
The past few days I have gotten vfl and a Not Pregnant on a CBD but this morning within the time frame of the test I got this. I'm on CD 35, normally 28-31, and 13dpo. It's been 3 days since I first tested and it's finally getting darker. 
I legit felt like I was going crazy, which I told myself I wouldn't do through this whole process. I had read a bunch of reviews that these tests I bought give faint positives and I was devastated. Stay off the internet!! I put so many bad thoughts in my head and caused myself a few sleepless nights. Ridiculous. But...I think I finally believe my bfp. I will test again to keep checking for a darker line.