Feeling Down About Work

I'm feeling really down in the dumps today. I make good money at my job and enjoy it alright. It's not a bad job, but it's not fulfilling either. I'd like the option to stay home after baby is born, but I just don't know how we could afford it. I hate feeling like I'm trapped and have no options. I want to stay home with her, but I don't want to struggle to make ends meet each month. And I really hate the thought of promising my boss that I'll return, then not following through, but I can't afford to chance losing my 6 weeks of pay either. Please tell me I'm not the only one who is struggling with these decisions, I feel like a hot mess today. 😕