I will be 24 weeks tomorrow with my rainbow baby. I want to preface this by saying I feel incredibly blessed to be pregnant again, and I do truly know how lucky I am. However I feel like I can't get past my miscarriage last December. I feel so incredibly guilty that I am not more excited about this pregnancy, but I just can't make myself. We have also had a few issues with this pregnancy, although we are pretty sure this baby will be okay. I just feel like a terrible mother, I am just going thru the motions getting ready for this baby, but all I can think is I wasn't able to do any of this for my lost baby. When will this get easier?