So my day started out at 9am. Everything was going good, haley had a doc appointment then after we had a wic appointment. After the appointment's I was gonna take my kids with me to the store to get spaghetti for dinner; it was suppose to go so smoothly....

I get to Haley's appointment and my son decides he's gonna shit so much it came out his pull up all over his Short's because for some reason he REFUSES to use the potty and of course I didn't bring him a change of clothes. After we leave I was running late to the next appointment so I called them and let them know what was going on and asked if I could still come. They said if I can get there in the next 20 min and I was still on the other side of town. I rush home, leave the car running, leave them in the car(I never leave my kids in the car for any reason but because we were late and I knew where the pants were I did)with the car door open because I knew where a pair of his pants were; I was gonna be out within 5 sec. As soon as I run in I hear a SLAM my brother swing's open his door and yells "wtf was that?" I just knew. I ran outside and seen the car against the pole of my house; I forgot to put the fucking thing in park!! My babies weren't hurt, the car wasn't damaged but the pole was pushed out of place. I felt so bad. After a few min of panicing and thinking how stupid I was; I left to go to the next appointment and everything went fine. I went to costco to get Haley's prescription and when I get there they said they are filling it but they are going on lunch and asked if I could stick around. I told them that's fine and left to get lunch at the food court. I got my son a polish dog and sat down. Me thinking to myself "he's almost 3 he should be able to handle part of the hot dog" I always cut it small but this time I thought wth?. I cut a small piece off with some bread and handed it to him. Next thing I know he Start's choking on it I panic and Stand up; I yell his name(panicked)and watch tk see if he needes my help(your not suppose to do anything until they start turning color otherwise you can Lodge it more so you have to let them cough it out; I am certified in cpr and I'm also a cna so I knew what to do). After he coughed it out I look at the guy next to me and he Start's to tell me about his grandsons and how they are the same. I told him what else happened and he said "I hope your day get's better" as soon as he said that my son reached for my hot dog and pulled back knocking his soda all over the floor. I wanted to cry; I just got uo and left without her prescription and took our asses home before something else happened. When my bf called I cried on the phone and told him I was done with everything. When he got hom he gave me a hug and told me to go to the gym(I've been working out for a few days now). I went with my brother and worked out for 2 hrs to blow off some steam(I'm very Bi polar).

Yesterday was not my day.