Unimaginable pain :(

Earlier this week I found out my baby's heart had stopped beating and today I had to go in for my D&C. Just when I thought the pain I already felt couldn't get worse, it did. The love of my life passed away a couple of weeks ago and my whole world turned upside down. First him and now my baby :( I don't know how much more I can take, I'm hurting so incredibly bad there is nothing I can do to make it better.