Everyone's different!

I finally hit my point where it truly hurt to not be pregnant I mean I still could be because af hasn't shown. But yesterday a friend of mine from middle school announced she was pregnant and I found out I wasn't, it didn't hurt nor make me jealous I felt hopeful. Makes me want to message her and ask for her advice but not knowing if it just happen or if they were trying. I literally hit my end because I felt worthless but thank goodness for my fiancé. He hold me, let me cry and reassured me that we will keep trying. Just to leave it up to God so today scrubbed out and looking for a new hobby to keep me from stressing out. What's your guys hobby? I use to coupon but it's so stressful even though I loved saving haha thanks for reading. Baby dust to everyone💫