Heartbroken

I don't know where else I can write this and vent, but I am completely heartbroken. My baby passed away on the 19th at only 2 months and 10 days old. My husband didn't even get a chance to meet him since he was deployed and didn't make it back in time. He was my pride and joy, he was completely healthy and happy and made being a mom so easy and amazing. I cry everyday, and ask a million questions I will never get the answer to. Our lives will never be the same, and I can't even express how truly hard it is to wanna get out the bed each day.......