Hello everyone, I hate that we are all here. :-( In 2014 I got pregnant, my first pregnancy. We found out we were having a boy at 20 weeks. At 23 weeks and 3 days, August 1 2014, I had my beautiful boy, Gentry, far too early. I have an incompetent cervix and had no idea. It took us two years to get pregnant again. I found out I was pregnant again last month. A little over a week ago I started spotting and went to the doctor. I thought I was 6 weeks but all they saw was a sac measuring 5 wks 2 days. I went back exactly one week later (yesterday) and they still seen only a sac measuring 5 wks 6 days. I started spotting brown this past Monday which turned to red bleeding Wednesday. I am still bleeding quite a bit, it gets a little heavier each day. My doctor didn't want to say 100% that this is a miscarriage because my hcg levels are still high. I go back tomorrow to see if they have dropped. I know in my heart that I have lost another baby, with the bleeding and my symptoms have completely disappeared. I hate to say it like this, but with my son I felt like I had died, I was and still am completely heartbroken. I will grieve him forever. But with this one...it just feels like more of a disappointment. I feel guilty for feeling that way.