Feelings!

I know everybody experiences different things when they are pregnant, some ladies have a wonderful 9 months and some have a horrible 9 months. Sadly, I'm one of the bad apples. I feel like I can't even enjoy my pregnancy or connect with my baby because I'm in so much pain all the time, I have crippling cramps and there's nothing to relieve them. I don't know if they are normal but I've read a few similar stories and it turned out okay. If I'm not crying from that pain, I'm so nauseous and tired. I go all day without eating because I can't get anything down until later in the evening, and I know my cramps are only getting worse because I'm so hungry. 😔 I wanted to let that out. I just want to enjoy my pregnancy and connect with my baby. 💔