I need to vent

Sha
I have been trying for 3rd child since 19 months.. 19 cycles.. i have 2 kids from previous relationship.. i have even stopped thinking about it.. but its just not happening.. i want this baby so muchh.... i have seen doctors but they say it will happen and does not put me on medications.. what can i do naturally apart from tracking fertile days etc? plzzzz help me plzzzzzz